I’m confused about what you hoped would come of your romance with this guy. It sounded at first like you only wanted “parties and weekend getaways” and casual sex. Was it only after you fell in love with him that you realized you wanted a commitment? It’s completely okay to want a committed relationship, but it’s good to be clear with yourself and the people you’re dating that that’s what you’re after.

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